Pre-pandemic, I was an incredibly sociable person.  I would have plans almost every weekend and thrived on my 100mph lifestyle.

Since March 2020, I have been at home with my hubby and kids, enjoying the simple life and I never realised just how much I needed that.  I’m now focused on a better balance, moving forward.

As life is starting to return to some type of normal, we have embraced the easing of restrictions and enjoyed family time outside of the home.

But now, I have my first girl’s weekend in forever and I am, for the first time ever, feeling a little anxious about returning to normal.  I have become comfortable and complacent.   I’ve spent over a year, chilling with my own little bubble, wearing casual wear and not needing to make any effort at all.

Now, all of a sudden, I am going to be Sharleen again, not Mum.  I feel frumpy, I have no idea what clothes to wear and have not worn makeup or had my hair done, in over a year!

It seems silly, but it is my reality.  It reminds me of the feeling I had after having the kids.  Out of touch with the grown up world.

I need this weekend, I know I do and I can’t wait to see my girls!  But, I can’t help but feel under pressure to look like the old me.  The Sharleen that I have idea how to recreate right now.

Of course, I know that I’m being silly.  My friends love me and they do not care what I am wearing.  In fact, they are probably feeling the same way.

Time to snap out of it.  I’m going to try on potential outfits, give the family a fashion show and get my act together.  Some good tunes in the background will also help.  Sharleen will be back!!